2006年5月14日星期日
In this tranquil and breezy room, emotions went running wild. Overwhelming of feelings seems to engulf me with sadness but also moments of happiness. Mixtures of these feelings that paradox simply get me so annoyed. Feelings that just couldn't be explained, let alone, putting them in words. There're so many things happening. There's only one thing i can do...
Dearest heavenly father, You are not only my saviour but always my pillar of support. Father, You picked me up whenever I fall and teach me to be strong. A father that is always there for me, guiding me each and everyday. Yet, many times I always rely on my so-called witty decisions which turns out to zilch, or even worst. I thank you for forgiving my folly in actions and speeches that made You upset. I thank you for the grace and patience. I thank you for not forsaking me and thank you for making plans that prosper me. I pray Father that You give me strength and patience to endure all difficulties that is coming my way. Be there with me to fight this battle which will ultimatelywin a glorious victory. Father, help me out of this perpetual darknes - fallen world. I trust in You that You have the best way out for me.
I thank you father for making these 3 weeks of my school a pleasant place to be in, I believe it will be the same in the future. I thank you for making me to become familiar with the unfamiliars. I thank you for providing me with a wonderful class with amazing group of friends I've made. Now that I've proceeded to a higher stage of life that I know I couldn't afford to play around with. I pray my earnest prayer that you will bless me, be with me, remind me. Bless me with dilligence, wisdom and committment in whatever I do to excel. Teach me to know my ultimate reason in everything I do. Standing firm to principles. Regardless of modules or lecturers that I like or dislike, teach me to endure. Father, constantly remind me that you blessed me with a place in this course, knowing that I didnt entirely relied on my own wittiness. Teach me to be humble.
Lord, let me not be worried, scared and distracted. Lord, I lay my life entirely onto your hands believing trust and rely. Work the wonders in my life. Mould me to be a son whom will bring glory to You. Let me not waver, but stand firm in Your holy name. Father, I need you in my life to fill the void somewhere in my heart that only You can fill.
I love you.
Pray!
Dearest heavenly father, You are not only my saviour but always my pillar of support. Father, You picked me up whenever I fall and teach me to be strong. A father that is always there for me, guiding me each and everyday. Yet, many times I always rely on my so-called witty decisions which turns out to zilch, or even worst. I thank you for forgiving my folly in actions and speeches that made You upset. I thank you for the grace and patience. I thank you for not forsaking me and thank you for making plans that prosper me. I pray Father that You give me strength and patience to endure all difficulties that is coming my way. Be there with me to fight this battle which will ultimatelywin a glorious victory. Father, help me out of this perpetual darknes - fallen world. I trust in You that You have the best way out for me.
I thank you father for making these 3 weeks of my school a pleasant place to be in, I believe it will be the same in the future. I thank you for making me to become familiar with the unfamiliars. I thank you for providing me with a wonderful class with amazing group of friends I've made. Now that I've proceeded to a higher stage of life that I know I couldn't afford to play around with. I pray my earnest prayer that you will bless me, be with me, remind me. Bless me with dilligence, wisdom and committment in whatever I do to excel. Teach me to know my ultimate reason in everything I do. Standing firm to principles. Regardless of modules or lecturers that I like or dislike, teach me to endure. Father, constantly remind me that you blessed me with a place in this course, knowing that I didnt entirely relied on my own wittiness. Teach me to be humble.
Lord, let me not be worried, scared and distracted. Lord, I lay my life entirely onto your hands believing trust and rely. Work the wonders in my life. Mould me to be a son whom will bring glory to You. Let me not waver, but stand firm in Your holy name. Father, I need you in my life to fill the void somewhere in my heart that only You can fill.
I love you.
Pray!
what we could have been, 1:06 上午.
