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2007年9月19日星期三

so... my friend was holding her newspaper and i saw dis article i 4gt wad title. it was something like "beauty is linked with good and bad traits" or something of that sort. Got interested i exchanged papers with him.

After reading, I found that this article is something i totally agree with. Because research shows that how beautiful a person is actually boils down to 1 simple thing: character. Its like there are some ppl you look at them, so pretty so suave. But if they appear to possess lousy character, they in-turn will seem "uglier" than the very 1st time you saw them no matter how well they retain their looks. Whereas a simple-looking person with good character will look more pleasing to the eyes as time passes even though outwardly he or she might have already aged or something. So you see, its really not appropriate to judge people solely by looks.

Then i was thinking, since beauty is something deep within, maybe i should focus more on how to be someone with good cool character instead of being concern with my looks all day when you know one fine day you will eventually turn old n wrinkly. But in reality, u will wanna gain acceptance from ppl.You don't wanna be judged ann looked upon as "ugly", "no style" those kinda things. we will always want to look good... sometimes i try to tell myself that goood looks are not everything but it doesnt help much with all the media and peer influences.

Talking about media influence, especially girls, always wanna pursue certain things that are unrealistic.(this statement was stated 3 years back when i was 15! I am only reposting it from my old blog!) like you see some stars, you start to think they have perfect complexion or beautiful hair, when in actual fact are not. In reality, a lot of these stars are no different from us. Just that we see them often on TV n they are packaged till we see them as "perfect".

I think you all got wad i am conveying cos im lazy to go on typing. so just stop here and allow you to think and reflect on it. =))

what we could have been, 2:50 下午.
2007年9月16日星期日

It has been a long 19 years...
已经过了19年的长年累月⋯⋯
These are the picture of Ivan...
这都是义旺的照片⋯⋯
Look at how he has grown been a cute little toddler to a suave jap/kor-looking teenager now...
看看他怎么从一个可爱活泼的幼儿变成今天丰姿卓约的年轻小伙子⋯⋯
And then, a chubby korean singer-to-be T.T
也许将来会变成胖嘟嘟的韩国歌手 T.T

My growing chart...
我的成长图⋯⋯






















Click for bigger image! =))

what we could have been, 9:43 下午.
2007年9月15日星期六

又是那么一天.
天空阴色绵绵, 就像快要下雨了……
疲倦的双眼只能静静的看着灵活的双手不停的在键盘上打着打着……
这时候,连我机智的脑袋都不禁慌了起来。双手停顿了……

很迅速的,脑袋又启动了……

宁静的家里只能听着手指打着的嘀嗒嘀嗒声;
MSN里的警声; 风扇旋卷的呼呼声
和电脑音箱嘟嘟的念着张震岳的RAP……

现在,我的心情就像黑色宇宙降临。
像被一个丑陋的魔鬼紧紧地掐着。
但是,尽管我怎么呐喊求救都没人能听见。
就这样,我也就愣在这里。

空虚的一天이원就被这名叫寂寞孤独的鬼魔头慢慢的,一口一口的吞没了。

what we could have been, 1:07 下午.

What kind of person are you?
Have you ever wonder or ever want to find out?
You may or may not agree with me.
But to a certain extent, horoscopes do actually describe that kind of person you are!
After much search, I found this document. Every single horoscope, for both sex, are neatly written in a Word Document file and not some cheesy kiddy website.

After reading it for myself, it gave me quite a bad shock.
Almost every sentence, one after another, got me blown away.
I just can't help to not read in total amazement!

You just got to check it out yourself...
Hit the link or copy and paste it into your browser's URL to retrieve the document.
The link is hosted by Yousendit.com and it will last for only 7 days or a maximum download of a 100 copies. Should the link be broken or no longer working please tag to let me know so that I can re-link it again. =)

Link: HIT ME!




what we could have been, 1:03 上午.
2007年9月13日星期四

我就是喜欢逗你! 呵呵!
我有一好朋友。 至中学到今天的好朋友吧。
几乎每天都会一起上下学校;一起吃正餐;一起玩耍。
那, 就让我介绍他给你认识认识吧! 他就叫 “tete"

外表清秀,品格优良和言行温驯有礼的他常常都会被我们这群可恶一班玩皮小伙子逗着玩。
有时还把他弄得团团转, 真是狼狈不堪耶。 呵呵。
但是我们就是喜欢。 没办法啊。 哈哈。
可是别把看得太好欺负哦。 有句话说: “老虎不发挥不代表他是一只可受欺的病猫。”
这句话说的是太好了。
偷偷告诉你喔。
他要是挥起他壮如泰山的手臂,我看你待在医院床上的时日十只手指恐怕都不够用呢。呵呵!

就说说昨晚吧。
可怜的我就被他夹这脖子拖着回家耶!
只能怪我知道了他的一个小秘密。 呵呵⋯⋯⋯⋯
啊, 至少在那么多年后有了一点成就。 我真是为他高心耶。
那么的甜,那么的单纯。 真是让人羡慕不宜啊。
但是对不起喔,这是不能泄漏的。万一我说了, 他一定拿着杀猪刀追着我跑。
你要知道的话就直接问他好了。 呵呵⋯⋯⋯⋯

就问他什么是他,

“不能说的秘密”

呵呵⋯⋯⋯⋯

what we could have been, 1:31 下午.
2007年9月5日星期三

If you've tagged, you would realize that what i'm gonna say now is kinda familiar.
Something that I didn't mention on the previous entry was about the EQUIPMENT.

Before I share about what I've learnt on the trip, allow me to say something pertaining to the equipment...
In my opinion, I think our school's equipment is kinda limited with just basic 3pt "red head" lightings, a monitor and a camera . It's time for some UPGRADE!
I actually asked a "Film, Sound & Video"(FSV) graduate who's working here and asked them about their familiarity with the equipment here(UpsideDownConcepts) and they told me that their school has even more than what's here.
Again, what they have here in UDC is easily 10X more than what my campus has. I understand that we are not "Film, Sound & Video" but I still think we should have "A BITTTT" more luh, at least. Perhaps we, mass commers, are more of communications student then all these technical based students. (I really struggle with the equipments they asked me to load the van when we're going for shoot. The list of names are just so alienated. sobsobT.T) Here are some pictures of the equipments in the storeroom still lingering around. I don't dare to unpack them... So, what you see is what I've got.

Cabin full of cams(left), boxes of different lighting equipments(right back)















If you think our sch camera is pricey, this is worse!
Cost price: S$30,000















Beside the black drawers, the black boxes leaning against it are the advance lightings call the "Kinoflo"
















Just look at the wide variety of stands they have!

















Now, let's talk a bit on the actual shoot. Hmm, 2nd time going out to shoot; this is was actually producing an advertisement for "No Signboard Seafood" restaurant located at the 3rd level of VivoCity. A bit more familiarized with the equipment they use now.(at least a few more now) It's bad shooting for restaurant! haha! You just can't help it to hold the lights or camera and not to start drooling when the director says "ACTION". The food is just too tempting for mouth. It feels like as if your mouth's going to snap off your face. REALLY!
Just you see! (look out for the madly gigantic legendary king crab! It costs madly-ly S$400!


















































































At the end if you think I left the restaurant having those lobsters and king crab sliding down my digestive system, I tell you, they took it all back into the kitchen! T.T

what we could have been, 2:59 下午.

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