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2007年7月29日星期日

Hmm.. Last week 4 Koreans came to our church and there was like this big hoo-ha. But, honestly, it was really awesome to have them around. At least something new is added to Teens, to perk up many of us in the Teens.

Well, one very interesting thing.
One of the two korean girls told me that I look REALLY (she emphasized) alike to someone, someone in this Korean band called the "Super Juniors".
And, she also told me that this person is call Shin Dong. So I did searched a bit for this mysterious ivan-looking person. AND................

TADAHHHH! I finally found it!
Loooook closer~ I asked my silblings and they too laughed at me! Without hesitation pointing to the right one. *faint*

Here are a few pictures... haha!











what we could have been, 11:34 下午.
2007年7月25日星期三

What happened today!
Nothing seems to be working well.

Suay-ness no.1
I was at the bus stop at about 7.30am+ and I only was allowed to board the bus at 8.30am, mind you.

Anyway that's only after about 10 buses of bus no.27 pass by without stopping, then I decided to take bus no.89 as an alternative to avoid any jostling with the people alighting and boarding the bus.


I reached to transit to bus no.15

Suay-ness no.2
The frequency of bus no.15 is so much slower than bus no.27, anyway, 4 bus no.15 also passed by me without stopping.
It's 9am then.

Suay-ness no.3
Finally, one that's just a littttle crowded bus came.
Guess what?! My butt almost got clamped by the flipping doors!
(I know it's funny, but don't laugh!)
*burst the bubble*

Nevermind, I stepped down.
It's already 9.10am

Suay-ness no.4
Knowing that I am in chronic lateness, I took a cab with a friend and one stranger.
SUAY enough, the taxi driver took a longer route out. THANKS AH!

Suay-ness no.5
The taxi driver who caused me to be late and conned my money reached.
NOW! the stranger(TP student) who shared the cab with us paid only $1.75 for the $8.50 total fare and ran off in the speed of light. *shak head*

Suay-ness no.6
YEY! I finally reach the TP and I dashed toward "School of Business". But what?! The main clock shows 9.25am, 10 mins past the grace time and i missed my listening test for Japanese class.

Lucky-ness no.1
I saw Creston who's also late. So i told him that he missed almost half of the listening test and no use going. So with him, we went for our saviour, MC. Great time spent!

Suay-ness no.7
At last, it was my turn! I confess I lied to get the MC. I told the doctor I got a migraine.
The doctor went on with different methods to ensure that I am well all round.

And that's also when he told me that I was diagnosed with...................

what we could have been, 11:48 下午.
2007年7月23日星期一

This year's birthday is definitely one and the only special birthday.
And why?

Well, if you haven't already looked at the calendar for some time, you might not actually realize that my birthday fell on the 20 - July - 2007.

Take a closer look 0.0

20.07.2007

Anyway, being 19 is not quite a bad thing, at least not to the -ty/ties.
Instead of frowning over this stupid age thing why not fun your last year as a teen to the fullest?

Ivan, get mature when you're 20. So, if you still want to be childish, you've left with only 362 days left because it's 23.July today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN!
Thank you thank you. =))

what we could have been, 12:13 上午.
2007年7月19日星期四

I am very nervous and excited now!!



what we could have been, 11:35 下午.
2007年7月15日星期日

I understand that some people can't read chinese words.
Can't read as in the computer doesn't support chinese character.

Hence, I have changed it into a image format.
So I can share with you this misery. haha~




































I have translated everything!
Hope my misery can get through to you! =))

wo bu shi sheng qi.
(I am not angry)
wo zhi shi jue de xin tong.
(I feel hurt)

wei shen me ni men shi zhong kan bu dao wo de nu li.
(why do you always fail to see the effort that I've put in)

wo lei le
(I am exhausted)
wo zhen de lei le
(i am really exhausted)

na, qing nimen gao su wo yi xia ni men suo wei de "jin li" de zhun jue biao zhun shi shen me hao ma?
(then, cna you please what me that is your true meaning to " tried my best")

ran wo xiu xi ba
(let me take a rest for now)

Thanks for taking the trouble to read it. =))

what we could have been, 8:24 下午.
2007年7月12日星期四

"You are always right. You are Justice Bao. Whatever you say is always right. Oh~ I am so sorry loh... you are right okay? Nevermind, I am wrong, you are right.. Ya~ You are right...." -Ben

"Stop the sarcasm, you know you're in the wrong." - Ivan


May I ask how old are you already?
Have your brain not completely developed yet? EQ? IQ?
How can anyone has the cheek to say this when they are downright wrong at the first place.
Please don't act like some immature teeny-bopper.
Please stop speaking puerilely that reflects the utmost disgrace to us.

Someone who comes back home and leave their clothes hanging everywhere, is NOT FIT TO TALK.
Someone who doesn't shower till wee hours, is NOT FIT TO TALK.
Someone who leaves his soiled plates till the ants come, is NOT FIT TO TALK.
Someone who lets the TV on and falls asleep, is NOT FIT TO TALK.
Someone who is so brazen is NOT FIT TO TALK!
(stop making mom shout at you every single day. Be responsible!)

So, just SHUT UP

Don't assume that you will get whatever you want with JUST A FINGER SNAP!
Don't expect everyone to be always ready and serve you with what you want.
Don't be surprised that you won't always get what you want.
Especially with the hideous character and attitude of yours.
Don't think that everyone is your MAMA.
Don't be impatient.

Quit being a big whiny baby.
You are no BOSS at home!

BOO! I just can't be bothered.

what we could have been, 5:48 下午.

Precious Lord, take my hand, lead me on, help me stand.
I am tired, I am weak, I am worn;
Through the storm, through the night, lead me on to the light.
Take my hand, precious Lord, lead me home.

When my way grows drear, precious Lord, linger near.
When my life is almost gone;
Hear my cry, hear my call, hold my hand lest I fall.
Take my hand, precious Lord, lead me home.

When the shadows appear, and the night draws near,
And the day is past and gone;
At the river I stand, guide my feet, hold my hand.
Take my hand, precious Lord, lead me home.

what we could have been, 12:32 上午.
2007年7月11日星期三

Taking a break from all the Japanese and back to English now.
It feels so much better to be reading English!
Okay. Well.. Tomorrow's going to have some Japanese test.
Learnt Japanese though. But it's kind of difficult to recall when things happen like a few years ago. Gosh~

Nevermind about that.

Let's move on....

Last Saturday, spent time with my awesome papa and mama. It's been a long time since I last spent time with them and just them.

ONLY THE TWO OF THEM!
[ok, i know you get it, just pardon me]

To fantasize about being the only child is back again~ Pardon me again.
I feel good in that outing with my parent, I want it to go on.
I just can't feel how bad will a only child be. Never able to fathom.
No matter how hard I try, only good things come and never the bad.

Ok, let's stop this fantasizing thingy.
GET REAL! [You have 1 bro and 1 sis!]

Maybe because whenever I go out with only my parents, they tend to buy more things for me without much hesitation. Not really just materialistically but rather emotionally. I feel like they concentrates more when I speak and it's mutual. Perhaps the love at that time is 200%! They are just somehow different as compared to when my siblings are around.

OH! They got me a phone. You know, I lost my phone!
So, anyway, who manages to endure my craps and is reading till this part of my entry, congratulations! You'll be added into my phonebook!

So, your instruction now is to SMS me and tell me your name!
My number remains =))

what we could have been, 12:11 上午.
2007年7月5日星期四

This blog was left untouched for a week or so.
Do you know why?
In fact, it's kind of lame(not as in crippled)
Actually, I just hope that more people could see those pictures of the kids.

Nevermind about that.

This week has been great and to think that....
I once was lost, lost in a pitch dark dimension.
Lost in directions; lost in faith.

Then, I tried all directions and it all looked the same.
Discouraged, despaired, lethargic, exasperated, slothful and disheartened were the feelings.

But these feelings just unknowingly vanished within these few weeks.
In this dimension, it seems like I've found some faint footsteps.
Footsteps that seem to be leading me to somewhere.
Somewhere I don't even know.
Somewhere I can't even figure the periphery of this dimension.

But still, I have decided to pick up my courage and faith to venture out.


I know, it's the people in my life that paved the footstep.
A sign, a chance I am given that would prosper.
I believe.


what we could have been, 12:05 上午.

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