2008年1月28日星期一
Haven't been filling in such stuff for quite long already.
Since I saw it, (http://shortypants-x.blogspot.com/), so why not. ^^
XAVIER! READ THIS!!! HAHAHAHHAHA!
So what should we call you?
Beat Xavier!! ( so I can take it as an excuse. haha)
You were born in?
Mt.Elizabeth
But now you live in?
Xavier's world~ (so can whack him)
How many different places have you
called home?
Only 2.
What song are you listening now?
필승 코리아 - if you understand....
Who currently lives with you?
Parents + bro + sis
When your bored you.....
whack Xavier... MUAHAHAHA
Right now, you wish you were.....
jumping on Xaiver.
Have any kids?
soon to be thinking about that.
Single, taken, married?
Happily SINGLE~
Are you happy with the way your life
turned out so far?
Not really, always failed to whack Xavier.
Whats the most important lesson you've
learned so far?
To know how to give Xavier a good one.
Do you listen to your heart or your
head when making decision?
My FIST, hahahaha.
Who can you run to when everything
else falls apart?
Xavier.
Is there someone who knows everything
about you?
Xavier.
Do you have secrets you wont let out?
Maybe... try probing. haha
So is your life more simple or
complicated?
complicated....
Do you have a handle on your
emotions?
OF COURSE.
Ever had problems with the exes?
EXes? Girlfriends? Nah... We're all still friends=D
Can you remember what they were
wearing the last time you saw them?
Who are the theys?
Think you'll spend New Year's with
them?
WHO IS THEM???
Spend new year whacking Xavier is better.
Whats your thoughts on cheating?
Cheating is not man...
Is it ever forgiveable or justified?
With Xavier around, nothing will be justified. Therefore, never forgivable for him!
Are you scared of love?
Sometimes.... Weird~~ haha
What would you be willing to give up
for true love?
The eyes of those like minesweepers.
Would you ever cheat if you knew you'd
never get caught?
NO~ Be the man.C'mon. get some life.
finish the sentence....
I want....
to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
I wish.....
to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
I believe....
I can whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
I need......
to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
I want you to know.....
I want to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
My heart is......
to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
My life is.....
to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
At night......
going to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
Credit: http://shortypants-x.blogspot.com/ - Hannah Jang
Since I saw it, (http://shortypants-x.blogspot.com/), so why not. ^^
XAVIER! READ THIS!!! HAHAHAHHAHA!
So what should we call you?
Beat Xavier!! ( so I can take it as an excuse. haha)
You were born in?
Mt.Elizabeth
But now you live in?
Xavier's world~ (so can whack him)
How many different places have you
called home?
Only 2.
What song are you listening now?
필승 코리아 - if you understand....
Who currently lives with you?
Parents + bro + sis
When your bored you.....
whack Xavier... MUAHAHAHA
Right now, you wish you were.....
jumping on Xaiver.
Have any kids?
soon to be thinking about that.
Single, taken, married?
Happily SINGLE~
Are you happy with the way your life
turned out so far?
Not really, always failed to whack Xavier.
Whats the most important lesson you've
learned so far?
To know how to give Xavier a good one.
Do you listen to your heart or your
head when making decision?
My FIST, hahahaha.
Who can you run to when everything
else falls apart?
Xavier.
Is there someone who knows everything
about you?
Xavier.
Do you have secrets you wont let out?
Maybe... try probing. haha
So is your life more simple or
complicated?
complicated....
Do you have a handle on your
emotions?
OF COURSE.
Ever had problems with the exes?
EXes? Girlfriends? Nah... We're all still friends=D
Can you remember what they were
wearing the last time you saw them?
Who are the theys?
Think you'll spend New Year's with
them?
WHO IS THEM???
Spend new year whacking Xavier is better.
Whats your thoughts on cheating?
Cheating is not man...
Is it ever forgiveable or justified?
With Xavier around, nothing will be justified. Therefore, never forgivable for him!
Are you scared of love?
Sometimes.... Weird~~ haha
What would you be willing to give up
for true love?
The eyes of those like minesweepers.
Would you ever cheat if you knew you'd
never get caught?
NO~ Be the man.C'mon. get some life.
finish the sentence....
I want....
to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
I wish.....
to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
I believe....
I can whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
I need......
to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
I want you to know.....
I want to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
My heart is......
to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
My life is.....
to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
At night......
going to whack XAVIER GOGNIAT TAN!
Credit: http://shortypants-x.blogspot.com/ - Hannah Jang
what we could have been, 9:49 下午.
2008年1月27日星期日
Throughout the 100 over entries I have posted, I guess this must be my very first itinerary post. ^^ It is not really a bad thing to post what you do the whole day. But you know, when it comes to times when everyday is just some same routine work(like going to school), it gets kinda boring and eventually the blog dies. That was what happened to a few of my previous blogs over the past 5 years. For me, I just pick some stuff that caught my attention or even just the mood of the day.
Hands itchy, lemme post an itinerary post! haha^^
It was definitely another beautiful Sunday. Feeling all excited again to see the people in church. I'd never feel so excited from mondays - fridays.
Woke up at about 8am and saw a msg from Jin San saying that we're not meeting at Katib anymore. Kinda disappointed though. 1st, I Jin San's friend is not coming and 2nd, I couldn't meet David Jang. But the day before, I was getting all prepped up for my assignment, I slept late and did not wake up till about 945. I was late for church.
I felt kinda sorry that I didn't give David Jang morning calls. My bad... So hurriedly, I rushed down to church finding no seats to sit and in the end sat all by myself on the Mezzanine level @ about 1030. Really elated to see Yanti get baptized though. =))
After the service, headed down to Compasspoint then to Clarke Quay for lunch @ subway with Fiona, Elijah, Jinsan, Sangwoon, Tingyu, Aravin, Sonia, Erica, Ariel, Addis, Manfred, Kendou, Clarence and Siwen. It just so fulfilling to munch down subway bread. =)) Jinsan and I shared a foot-long Hearty Italian bread with Cold Cut Trio... DELECTABLE is the only word.... =D~~~~
Walk around Clarke Quay and went down to Takashimaya to buy Ken's Rubik Cube. SangWoon was so amazed by our love for each other. HAHA! He asked me if we just came over to accompany ken buy his RUBIK CUBE. He was like WHAO~ =D
After that, the mission of the day was completed. Got a place at burger king and slacked 3 till about 6 plus and headed home. Though it was tiring but being around with them was just great.
Hands itchy, lemme post an itinerary post! haha^^
It was definitely another beautiful Sunday. Feeling all excited again to see the people in church. I'd never feel so excited from mondays - fridays.
Woke up at about 8am and saw a msg from Jin San saying that we're not meeting at Katib anymore. Kinda disappointed though. 1st, I Jin San's friend is not coming and 2nd, I couldn't meet David Jang. But the day before, I was getting all prepped up for my assignment, I slept late and did not wake up till about 945. I was late for church.
I felt kinda sorry that I didn't give David Jang morning calls. My bad... So hurriedly, I rushed down to church finding no seats to sit and in the end sat all by myself on the Mezzanine level @ about 1030. Really elated to see Yanti get baptized though. =))
After the service, headed down to Compasspoint then to Clarke Quay for lunch @ subway with Fiona, Elijah, Jinsan, Sangwoon, Tingyu, Aravin, Sonia, Erica, Ariel, Addis, Manfred, Kendou, Clarence and Siwen. It just so fulfilling to munch down subway bread. =)) Jinsan and I shared a foot-long Hearty Italian bread with Cold Cut Trio... DELECTABLE is the only word.... =D~~~~
Walk around Clarke Quay and went down to Takashimaya to buy Ken's Rubik Cube. SangWoon was so amazed by our love for each other. HAHA! He asked me if we just came over to accompany ken buy his RUBIK CUBE. He was like WHAO~ =D
After that, the mission of the day was completed. Got a place at burger king and slacked 3 till about 6 plus and headed home. Though it was tiring but being around with them was just great.
what we could have been, 9:59 下午.
2008年1月24日星期四
恩。
你最近还好吗？有没有按时吃药？
头痛还常常发作吗？
或者是。。。 你想起我了吗？
我知道我在问傻话。写着封信的同时，
我知道它是永远到不了你的手中的。
这几个月以来，
我每天偷偷的到课室外和你家徘徊。
只是希望能在我惭愧的情绪中，
能够不小心让我见到你一面。
我好像在做傻事， 不是吗？
如果你还是以前的你，肯定要笑我像个小偷，
让后打我的头骂我是个大笨蛋了。
人啊！ 真是个习惯的动物，
从一开始的焦急、自责 到后来知道你安然无恙，
我开始煎熬在见不到你的痛苦思念中－等待，
成了我生命中最重要的一件事。
等待， 等著像你那么熟悉的面孔出现在我面前。
而如今，这几个月都过去了。
我竟然已经习惯了这种等待你的感觉。
我好害怕。
习惯了等待。是不是代表着终究要失去一切呢？
还记得你下课后，正在回家的路途中，
绊倒了, 我在也忍不住。
趁着你不留意的短暂空挡，
靠进看你。
坚强的你，连受伤的表情有如孩童一般的单纯。
而你望着我的眼神，却是如此的陌生和不解。
恐惧就像一头疯狂的野兽将我吞没。
你已经不再记得我了。
你疑惑的目光宣判了我的死刑。
你在惩罚我。 一个人懦搦的退出了战场。
导致你遭受如此巨大的痛苦。
我好恨我自己，为什么要那么冲动。
如果没有那场意外，
现在的你， 是不是依然每天背着书包，
打电话叫我别赖床然后等我一起去上课？
是我。
是我清手毁了我们幸福的未来。
我辜负了你的期待，所以，
老天爷要把你对我的爱统统收回去。
我们这一段不被祝福的爱情，竟然在如此模糊的情况下存在了几年。
却又在还来不及 轰轰烈烈之前就结束了。
无论如何，我还是非常感谢
老天爷并没有就此夺走你。
你知道的， 我愿意用我所有的一切来换取你的原谅，包括我们的爱情。
我相信， 你也会为了我这么做。
多年以来，我们就是用这种方式默默看着对方，
不是吗？
恩， 再见了。 或许你将一辈子不再有我在你生命中，
但愿你的爱能像一张奉羽的翅膀，
戴着你展翅飞翔， 在午夜梦徊飞到我身边。
元
P/S: 愿天下每个人，都能找到属于自己的羽毛，
乘着它，自由自在的飞翔。
你最近还好吗？有没有按时吃药？
头痛还常常发作吗？
或者是。。。 你想起我了吗？
我知道我在问傻话。写着封信的同时，
我知道它是永远到不了你的手中的。
这几个月以来，
我每天偷偷的到课室外和你家徘徊。
只是希望能在我惭愧的情绪中，
能够不小心让我见到你一面。
我好像在做傻事， 不是吗？
如果你还是以前的你，肯定要笑我像个小偷，
让后打我的头骂我是个大笨蛋了。
人啊！ 真是个习惯的动物，
从一开始的焦急、自责 到后来知道你安然无恙，
我开始煎熬在见不到你的痛苦思念中－等待，
成了我生命中最重要的一件事。
等待， 等著像你那么熟悉的面孔出现在我面前。
而如今，这几个月都过去了。
我竟然已经习惯了这种等待你的感觉。
我好害怕。
习惯了等待。是不是代表着终究要失去一切呢？
还记得你下课后，正在回家的路途中，
绊倒了, 我在也忍不住。
趁着你不留意的短暂空挡，
靠进看你。
坚强的你，连受伤的表情有如孩童一般的单纯。
而你望着我的眼神，却是如此的陌生和不解。
恐惧就像一头疯狂的野兽将我吞没。
你已经不再记得我了。
你疑惑的目光宣判了我的死刑。
你在惩罚我。 一个人懦搦的退出了战场。
导致你遭受如此巨大的痛苦。
我好恨我自己，为什么要那么冲动。
如果没有那场意外，
现在的你， 是不是依然每天背着书包，
打电话叫我别赖床然后等我一起去上课？
是我。
是我清手毁了我们幸福的未来。
我辜负了你的期待，所以，
老天爷要把你对我的爱统统收回去。
我们这一段不被祝福的爱情，竟然在如此模糊的情况下存在了几年。
却又在还来不及 轰轰烈烈之前就结束了。
无论如何，我还是非常感谢
老天爷并没有就此夺走你。
你知道的， 我愿意用我所有的一切来换取你的原谅，包括我们的爱情。
我相信， 你也会为了我这么做。
多年以来，我们就是用这种方式默默看着对方，
不是吗？
恩， 再见了。 或许你将一辈子不再有我在你生命中，
但愿你的爱能像一张奉羽的翅膀，
戴着你展翅飞翔， 在午夜梦徊飞到我身边。
元
P/S: 愿天下每个人，都能找到属于自己的羽毛，
乘着它，自由自在的飞翔。
what we could have been, 4:24 上午.
2008年1月23日星期三
URGENT!!!!
1 Conduct mini survey across group of 30 people (using random sampling methods) to find out views on intercultural relationships. (Please contact me via e-mail or msn!! Urgent!!)
Email/MSN- Justme.zatt@gmail.com
Question:
Would you date someone who is not of your own culture? Why not? What things do you feel are difficult to overcome?
1 Conduct mini survey across group of 30 people (using random sampling methods) to find out views on intercultural relationships. (Please contact me via e-mail or msn!! Urgent!!)
Email/MSN- Justme.zatt@gmail.com
Question:
Would you date someone who is not of your own culture? Why not? What things do you feel are difficult to overcome?
what we could have been, 1:19 上午.
3 more weeks to mark the end of semester.
Everyone must be pulling off their hair by the outrages amount of school work.
I am almost bald.
Believe me, it's always so frigging busy and stressful every semester's end. Everyone must be on their verge of self destruction. But guys, hang on there =D
To my classmates:
3 more weeks to go guys!!! FIGHT TO THE END! (but don't fight for the editing suite okay? ^^)
1 Group LIVE on AIR Radio, (next week)
1 individual LIVE on AIR Radio, (3rd week)
1 Cross cultural Communication project, (next week)
1 TV Studio Recording, (2nd week)
1 Green screen editing, (3rd week)
1 Broadcast performance News reading skills test! (2nd week)
After this, we're done!!
To Tingyu and Shawn,
Hey buddy, hang on there kay! Though I can't really share your burden, but I'll always be a phone call away. =D continue to pray and rely on Him for, you know what my favorite verse is! haha. After that, we can spend time and maybe we can get our little kakis to join us too.
Tingyu and SangWoon, Shawn and Elliot, David and Me.
We can bring them out someday to a movie or buffet. =D
But before all these, let's fight on.
To others whom I have not mentioned, don't worry, you're not forsaken.
Those who are working, studying in secondary, prepping up for Os/Ns, or anyother things.
Don't give up! Be determined to finish off what's given to you. Then, you'll see the beauty after all the works are done.
But I hope everyone can give your best in whatever you do, as much as possible. Not just hope alone... give it some expectations to strive for better too. Well, I guess there is not point in worrying too much anyway. You won't get to add any hour to your due time by just worrying more. You will just get streaks of white hair instead. So... give it your best shot and be on track with your plans. I bet everything will be just fine. =D
Everyone must be pulling off their hair by the outrages amount of school work.
I am almost bald.
Believe me, it's always so frigging busy and stressful every semester's end. Everyone must be on their verge of self destruction. But guys, hang on there =D
To my classmates:
3 more weeks to go guys!!! FIGHT TO THE END! (but don't fight for the editing suite okay? ^^)
1 Group LIVE on AIR Radio, (next week)
1 individual LIVE on AIR Radio, (3rd week)
1 Cross cultural Communication project, (next week)
1 TV Studio Recording, (2nd week)
1 Green screen editing, (3rd week)
1 Broadcast performance News reading skills test! (2nd week)
After this, we're done!!
To Tingyu and Shawn,
Hey buddy, hang on there kay! Though I can't really share your burden, but I'll always be a phone call away. =D continue to pray and rely on Him for, you know what my favorite verse is! haha. After that, we can spend time and maybe we can get our little kakis to join us too.
Tingyu and SangWoon, Shawn and Elliot, David and Me.
We can bring them out someday to a movie or buffet. =D
But before all these, let's fight on.
To others whom I have not mentioned, don't worry, you're not forsaken.
Those who are working, studying in secondary, prepping up for Os/Ns, or anyother things.
Don't give up! Be determined to finish off what's given to you. Then, you'll see the beauty after all the works are done.
But I hope everyone can give your best in whatever you do, as much as possible. Not just hope alone... give it some expectations to strive for better too. Well, I guess there is not point in worrying too much anyway. You won't get to add any hour to your due time by just worrying more. You will just get streaks of white hair instead. So... give it your best shot and be on track with your plans. I bet everything will be just fine. =D
what we could have been, 12:42 上午.
2008年1月20日星期日
Can't help it but got to be a little discouraging to myself again. Perhaps this indirectly might act as some motivation to me too. But I am gonna put myself down again... I'd use to feel really upset about things I cant accomplish but nowadays it doesn't affect me as much I guess. Almost numbed. It's the matter of time. I got to face it sooner or later to the fact that I can't do it. haha.
No point being overly depressed about it, isn't it?
However, my view today will be a little different than usual.
Right now, I am sitting just at a bunch right beside Tingyu, Hamin, SangWoon, JinSan and Kendou who are now playing basketball. As usual, I don't play. But soon got bored just sitting around and watch.
As I sat there longer, I started to reflect. So, that's why I am writing down this little discovery I made about myself just a moment ago.
"Ivan, why are you not playing?"
"Ivan, why are you not good at it?" ... Then thinking a little deeper... I asked again...
"So Ivan, what do you think you're good at?" .... 10mins passed...
Things I listed are SPORTS... NAH~ ONLINE GAMES... NAH~ FASHION... NAH~ even something like studies... NAH~ Then I asked myself again....
"Why am I still living?" haha.. I smiled.
"What've you learnt for these past 20 years in your life?" haha. Felt a little ashamed but still forced a smiled.
I think, the bottom line is that I am not good at even 1 thing. Nothing I can speak of proudlt to say, "that's my forte!! You can't win me in that!!" I paused and gazed around again and there I see kendou sitting next to me, staring at me and asked...
"why do you looked so stressed?"
After all, I still do care what did I accomplished in life, isn't it? ^^ If not, why did I face says so.?
Well... What else can I still say? People would say I lack confidence. You know, sometimes it's not that I want to belittle myself or underestimate what my potentials are but really there's nothing that is really commendable. Used to feel sad, like I said. But it gets tiring. Now, I don't care about it anyway, I guess I just got to accept what God wants me to be. Then again, am I giving my best , is another debatable issue. haha. How complicated!!
Coming to think of it... I think I am still a little mean to post something like this about myself on a blog. Am I not right? haha. Maybe I should give a little more thought to it. Then, I'll update again to tell you what I am good at. Till then, say whatever you want or forever hold your peace. ^^
No point being overly depressed about it, isn't it?
However, my view today will be a little different than usual.
Right now, I am sitting just at a bunch right beside Tingyu, Hamin, SangWoon, JinSan and Kendou who are now playing basketball. As usual, I don't play. But soon got bored just sitting around and watch.
As I sat there longer, I started to reflect. So, that's why I am writing down this little discovery I made about myself just a moment ago.
"Ivan, why are you not playing?"
"Ivan, why are you not good at it?" ... Then thinking a little deeper... I asked again...
"So Ivan, what do you think you're good at?" .... 10mins passed...
Things I listed are SPORTS... NAH~ ONLINE GAMES... NAH~ FASHION... NAH~ even something like studies... NAH~ Then I asked myself again....
"Why am I still living?" haha.. I smiled.
"What've you learnt for these past 20 years in your life?" haha. Felt a little ashamed but still forced a smiled.
I think, the bottom line is that I am not good at even 1 thing. Nothing I can speak of proudlt to say, "that's my forte!! You can't win me in that!!" I paused and gazed around again and there I see kendou sitting next to me, staring at me and asked...
"why do you looked so stressed?"
After all, I still do care what did I accomplished in life, isn't it? ^^ If not, why did I face says so.?
Well... What else can I still say? People would say I lack confidence. You know, sometimes it's not that I want to belittle myself or underestimate what my potentials are but really there's nothing that is really commendable. Used to feel sad, like I said. But it gets tiring. Now, I don't care about it anyway, I guess I just got to accept what God wants me to be. Then again, am I giving my best , is another debatable issue. haha. How complicated!!
Coming to think of it... I think I am still a little mean to post something like this about myself on a blog. Am I not right? haha. Maybe I should give a little more thought to it. Then, I'll update again to tell you what I am good at. Till then, say whatever you want or forever hold your peace. ^^
what we could have been, 10:56 下午.
2008年1月17日星期四
今天，非常的不开心。
不知道是我不孝还是他们的不好。
口口身身的说到自己有多狼狈， 但是却不顾别人的感受。
一大清早的就对我大呼大叫，明知道昨晚熬夜做功课
但却不当一回事的说我故意晚睡晚起。 故意不去上课。
但事实上我真的没课。 他们知道的。 但是。。。。
为什么？！
功课已经是够多的了，我真的非常需要一股超大的推动力和自持
但是为什么他们终是不给我鼓励却在我受伤的心灵里撒盐？
他们物质上的爱我感受到了。
但是，心灵上的一点都没有。
他们都不知道这才是问题的所在。
终让我觉得我是孤单孤独的一个人。
不知道是我不孝还是他们的不好。
口口身身的说到自己有多狼狈， 但是却不顾别人的感受。
一大清早的就对我大呼大叫，明知道昨晚熬夜做功课
但却不当一回事的说我故意晚睡晚起。 故意不去上课。
但事实上我真的没课。 他们知道的。 但是。。。。
为什么？！
功课已经是够多的了，我真的非常需要一股超大的推动力和自持
但是为什么他们终是不给我鼓励却在我受伤的心灵里撒盐？
他们物质上的爱我感受到了。
但是，心灵上的一点都没有。
他们都不知道这才是问题的所在。
终让我觉得我是孤单孤独的一个人。
what we could have been, 10:53 上午.
2008年1月16日星期三
Song: How did you know - Gary
The boy wonders and thinks
and asked the lonely boy with another question
"who are you waiting for?"
the lonely boy could only answer with tears and little screams
but then he slowly started to speak
"she once really loved me, she once really cared for me, but in the end she left me with out saying why? at this lonely spot i sit. the place she said her good bye, and told me that she will return one day. If i can wait for her that long"
the boy didn't know what to say or do
this lonely boy was waiting
waiting for the girl he loves to once again return into his arms
time and days doesn't seem to matter to him
life or death wasn't on his mind
all he wanted to do was wait
for that girl to once again come back to him.
Then a boy came to him and said:
"stay strong to what you believe in, if you believe that she will return. I'm sure she will return back to you. stay strong"
so the boy blessed the lonely boy with his few words
and started walk again on his way home
The boy wonders and thinks
and asked the lonely boy with another question
"who are you waiting for?"
the lonely boy could only answer with tears and little screams
but then he slowly started to speak
"she once really loved me, she once really cared for me, but in the end she left me with out saying why? at this lonely spot i sit. the place she said her good bye, and told me that she will return one day. If i can wait for her that long"
the boy didn't know what to say or do
this lonely boy was waiting
waiting for the girl he loves to once again return into his arms
time and days doesn't seem to matter to him
life or death wasn't on his mind
all he wanted to do was wait
for that girl to once again come back to him.
Then a boy came to him and said:
"stay strong to what you believe in, if you believe that she will return. I'm sure she will return back to you. stay strong"
so the boy blessed the lonely boy with his few words
and started walk again on his way home
what we could have been, 9:25 下午.
They never understand us.
They always think that we are responsible for it.
I agree too. But I know, I only can help to a certain extent.
They always take examples from those people who cant related to our situation.
They do redundant things to help. So, they thought they helped which in fact hasn't at all. They only think that after we help, then they can come in picture.
But I don't agree with that. Totally.
They always speak about how tired they are, how burdened they are and all sorts of problems they have.
But they always fail to realize that we have out set of problems as well...
We are only this old.
I understand that they are tired. But so are we.
We are together, as one(something they emphasize).
ButThey only think they are the only one who is tired. IRONY
How about us. Living under the same roof means we share the problem.
And, if they are tired because of that, so are we.
They never realized that.
I always try to speak on the behalf of the others.
But they always say, "grow up then talk to me."
It's like WT*. You think I don't understand?
I am not as naive as they thought I am.
They always refuse to exchange opinions.
They never try to look in our views.
They only look at how and what they want to look at.
often flooded by their own troubles.
I suggest...
Change an angle, you may find a way out.
When I asked when did you show love to us, they drew examples from all the events that happened over the pass decades of years saying how patient they have been and not scolding us for what happened.
This isn't what I meant! It's the little love and care everyday that counts.
They didn't know this helps.
One last thing... they always teach us lots of things that they experienced.
But, how could a teen understand that? It's just way beyond their understand because they have not pass through their phase of life! They always says that we don't think. But how can they expect a 15 year old girl think of such complex life theory?
of course, they didnt think of that too..
They always think that we are responsible for it.
I agree too. But I know, I only can help to a certain extent.
They always take examples from those people who cant related to our situation.
They do redundant things to help. So, they thought they helped which in fact hasn't at all. They only think that after we help, then they can come in picture.
But I don't agree with that. Totally.
They always speak about how tired they are, how burdened they are and all sorts of problems they have.
But they always fail to realize that we have out set of problems as well...
We are only this old.
I understand that they are tired. But so are we.
We are together, as one(something they emphasize).
ButThey only think they are the only one who is tired. IRONY
How about us. Living under the same roof means we share the problem.
And, if they are tired because of that, so are we.
They never realized that.
I always try to speak on the behalf of the others.
But they always say, "grow up then talk to me."
It's like WT*. You think I don't understand?
I am not as naive as they thought I am.
They always refuse to exchange opinions.
They never try to look in our views.
They only look at how and what they want to look at.
often flooded by their own troubles.
I suggest...
Change an angle, you may find a way out.
When I asked when did you show love to us, they drew examples from all the events that happened over the pass decades of years saying how patient they have been and not scolding us for what happened.
This isn't what I meant! It's the little love and care everyday that counts.
They didn't know this helps.
One last thing... they always teach us lots of things that they experienced.
But, how could a teen understand that? It's just way beyond their understand because they have not pass through their phase of life! They always says that we don't think. But how can they expect a 15 year old girl think of such complex life theory?
of course, they didnt think of that too..
what we could have been, 7:49 下午.
Till now,
life's as per normal.
Time keeps ticking away unknowingly.
The sky was crowded with black intimidating clouds.
What I could do was to stand in one corner and tremble.
Tremble not in fear but by the amount of uncertainties that I've met and waiting to come.
I pray that things will not go out of hand.
행복합니다. 진짜요.
life's as per normal.
Time keeps ticking away unknowingly.
The sky was crowded with black intimidating clouds.
What I could do was to stand in one corner and tremble.
Tremble not in fear but by the amount of uncertainties that I've met and waiting to come.
I pray that things will not go out of hand.
행복합니다. 진짜요.
what we could have been, 7:06 下午.
2008年1月4日星期五
왜왜왜 ???!!!
what we could have been, 2:46 下午.
2008年1月1日星期二
It's a new year again.
Different mixture of feelings flooded once again.
wonder if it's a good or a bad start for this new year.
Gotten news that wasn't too much welcomed,
but rejecting someone in need wouldn't seem too nice.
At this junction, it doesn't seem like someone has stepped out of their comfy zone,
but rather vanishing just like that.
This moment of time, it somewhat doesn't seem too appropriate I guess.
A time when a serious upheaval of uncertainty is in a dire straits.
In need of some guidance yet finding yourself lost in nowhere.
What should be done, no one knows.
But something has to be done.
No matter what.
Different mixture of feelings flooded once again.
wonder if it's a good or a bad start for this new year.
Gotten news that wasn't too much welcomed,
but rejecting someone in need wouldn't seem too nice.
At this junction, it doesn't seem like someone has stepped out of their comfy zone,
but rather vanishing just like that.
This moment of time, it somewhat doesn't seem too appropriate I guess.
A time when a serious upheaval of uncertainty is in a dire straits.
In need of some guidance yet finding yourself lost in nowhere.
What should be done, no one knows.
But something has to be done.
No matter what.
what we could have been, 7:43 下午.
