2007年11月25日星期日
Hey... Do not feel bad. Do not feel sad.
I am not here to add on to what he has said.
You know.. No matter how over boarded you are;
no matter how bad your attitude was, he never shows but he feels.
He burst tonight.
I think what you done was really hurting. Honestly.
Perhaps, you were not conscious enough to realize it.
I do not condemn you for that yet I hope you won't make the same mistake again.
Reflect on those uncaring words.
He worked hard; he slogged his Saturdays and Sundays away.
For who? For what?
For us.
But what in return was to see people staying up late on the computer, not doing something beneficial nor meaningful but purely a waste of it. Apart from that, what he got was a string of uncaring and insensitive word from someone he love; someone he thought that was worth working hard for.
Just a simple question I always asked myself.
Did I ever make them happy?
It seems like the opposite.
I always imagine myself in their shoes and face heart-breaking moments like this.
(just like times when I say "please spear a thought for him." But you never answered me. And those were the times I felt really upset. )
But whenever I do that, I heart just ache. It aches so much that I just tear uncontrollably.
I may not be the best brother or the best person to tell you this.
But I really hope.............
I am not here to add on to what he has said.
You know.. No matter how over boarded you are;
no matter how bad your attitude was, he never shows but he feels.
He burst tonight.
I think what you done was really hurting. Honestly.
Perhaps, you were not conscious enough to realize it.
I do not condemn you for that yet I hope you won't make the same mistake again.
Reflect on those uncaring words.
He worked hard; he slogged his Saturdays and Sundays away.
For who? For what?
For us.
But what in return was to see people staying up late on the computer, not doing something beneficial nor meaningful but purely a waste of it. Apart from that, what he got was a string of uncaring and insensitive word from someone he love; someone he thought that was worth working hard for.
Just a simple question I always asked myself.
Did I ever make them happy?
It seems like the opposite.
I always imagine myself in their shoes and face heart-breaking moments like this.
(just like times when I say "please spear a thought for him." But you never answered me. And those were the times I felt really upset. )
But whenever I do that, I heart just ache. It aches so much that I just tear uncontrollably.
I may not be the best brother or the best person to tell you this.
But I really hope.............
what we could have been, 1:46 上午.
2007年11月17日星期六
Here's The Video~
what we could have been, 1:43 上午.
This little, or rather, a big fat grasshopper has been my new adopted pet. Well, looking at the time, it's 1.04A.M. It actually flew into my bedroom about this time last night/morning and it's exactly 12 hours now. Isn't it just cute?! haha. Whenever I look into his/her face(I'll find that out), it never failed to tickle my funny bone. Know why? Because it always gives me this donkey look on his/her face!
Let me laugh please, HWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWA!!!
Okay, calm~ I seriously have no idea why is he/she giving me this look! But definitely, absolutely hilarious!!! Maybe he's asking me why didn't I let it go. You know, if you ever watch ed any insect movies like "Bug's Life", "Ant", "Ratatouille" or the latest "Bee Movie", you would realize that they(insects) actually talk, but in the movies it's always transmitted to some squeaky, whiny noise, rattling away in some corner trying to get attention. HA!
Well.. let's see how long will it live... I hope i'm not disrupting the ecosystem.
There will be a picture and a video with my little Hoppy munching away leaves~
Let me laugh please, HWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWA!!!
Okay, calm~ I seriously have no idea why is he/she giving me this look! But definitely, absolutely hilarious!!! Maybe he's asking me why didn't I let it go. You know, if you ever watch ed any insect movies like "Bug's Life", "Ant", "Ratatouille" or the latest "Bee Movie", you would realize that they(insects) actually talk, but in the movies it's always transmitted to some squeaky, whiny noise, rattling away in some corner trying to get attention. HA!
Well.. let's see how long will it live... I hope i'm not disrupting the ecosystem.
There will be a picture and a video with my little Hoppy munching away leaves~
what we could have been, 1:00 上午.
2007年11月15日星期四
"Creativity requires the courage to let go of certainties."
Pairings and prompts please ^^
any pairings, any prompts, make them as creative, as imaginative, as random, as crazy as you can.
use your imagination
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what we could have been, 11:32 下午.
2007年11月11日星期日
The Fool [11-11-2007]
The Fool desires to achieve great things in life, but does not always anticipate the hard work required. Full of curiosity and searching for answers, the Fool symbolizes a new beginning and endless optimism. He must be careful in the decisions he makes, as his lack of experience is often a hindrance. While others may avoid taking on insurmountable odds, The Fool will attempt to accomplish near impossible goals with almost reckless abandon.
Just browsing through my Facebook and got to see this Tarot card somewhere in my page by chance. Upon further reading, strings of thoughts just came flooding in.. Things and decisions that I made not long ago.. The plan that I planned was somewhat closely described to what the Tarot card says That has really made me ponder even harder and made me think twice, thrice and moreee........ It's my personal life plan, isn't it?... Ashii...
Speaking of life plan has hit me even harder now. It has led me to think about what Phua Hee had said during the sermon. Even Sharon questioned me something about that. When it comes for the time to exchange, will I be willing or disgruntled?
I don't know. Really..
Should I listen to it? Or should I not be daunted?
Till then, let's see what plans God has for me. =))
"I don't want to think about it anymore!!...
Fairy God-mother, save me from this adversity
It's just killing me softly... "
- Eewon's cry~
what we could have been, 6:42 下午.
2007年11月10日星期六
Me of late and present....
Have I grown fatter? Personally I feel... Yes... ^^
Was I really slim last time? People all said that. But I never once felt I was skinny before.
Even so, I still remember people saying that I am fat then. [what is going on....]
But people around me now said I am fat and as if I've grew like a 10000X more.
People who noticed:
Joycelin
Cynthia
Alan
Weilun
Shawn
Wang Bei
Fiona
Silvia
Si Hui
Shi Ming
Maybe there are more people who felt but didn't say..
know what? Whatever man. haha
Have I grown fatter? Personally I feel... Yes... ^^
Was I really slim last time? People all said that. But I never once felt I was skinny before.
Even so, I still remember people saying that I am fat then. [what is going on....]
But people around me now said I am fat and as if I've grew like a 10000X more.
People who noticed:
Joycelin
Cynthia
Alan
Weilun
Shawn
Wang Bei
Fiona
Silvia
Si Hui
Shi Ming
Maybe there are more people who felt but didn't say..
know what? Whatever man. haha
what we could have been, 12:29 下午.
2007年11月8日星期四
What a pleasurable sight to see 2 newly born baby safely "touch down" on earth...
It's just so nice to see an innocent, calm and drowsy baby trying to fiddle their little baby fingers with our gigantic fingers. Even when they regurgitate, it looks funny. How innocent can these little babies be!
As we grow up, we start to get bombarded by many different things; the good and the evil.
Good deeds just seem so bothersome and arduous to accomplish while the evil always looked fun easy and appealing to the eye. Maybe that's the nature of us, the homo sapiens.
And that leads me to think about what people normally would say...
"人的本性是善不是恶” which directly translate to mean "human's nature is kind and not evil"
If that's the case, then why do we get appeal to the bad and evil rather than the kind and good?
Then again, there are people who says that: "In every human, there's a dark side in everyone of us." Personally, I feel this saying is much accurate then the previous because I feel that in every human, there are good and bad. But, human like us, like Eve are constantly being tempted by the evil around us.
I feel so cheated again...
Anyway, I really pray that both Keira and Reanne will grow to be God's lovely princesses and will never fall into evil-disguised-goodness.
It's just so nice to see an innocent, calm and drowsy baby trying to fiddle their little baby fingers with our gigantic fingers. Even when they regurgitate, it looks funny. How innocent can these little babies be!
As we grow up, we start to get bombarded by many different things; the good and the evil.
Good deeds just seem so bothersome and arduous to accomplish while the evil always looked fun easy and appealing to the eye. Maybe that's the nature of us, the homo sapiens.
And that leads me to think about what people normally would say...
"人的本性是善不是恶” which directly translate to mean "human's nature is kind and not evil"
If that's the case, then why do we get appeal to the bad and evil rather than the kind and good?
Then again, there are people who says that: "In every human, there's a dark side in everyone of us." Personally, I feel this saying is much accurate then the previous because I feel that in every human, there are good and bad. But, human like us, like Eve are constantly being tempted by the evil around us.
I feel so cheated again...
Anyway, I really pray that both Keira and Reanne will grow to be God's lovely princesses and will never fall into evil-disguised-goodness.
what we could have been, 12:27 下午.
