2007年11月25日星期日
Hey... Do not feel bad. Do not feel sad.
I am not here to add on to what he has said.
You know.. No matter how over boarded you are;
no matter how bad your attitude was, he never shows but he feels.
He burst tonight.
I think what you done was really hurting. Honestly.
Perhaps, you were not conscious enough to realize it.
I do not condemn you for that yet I hope you won't make the same mistake again.
Reflect on those uncaring words.
He worked hard; he slogged his Saturdays and Sundays away.
For who? For what?
For us.
But what in return was to see people staying up late on the computer, not doing something beneficial nor meaningful but purely a waste of it. Apart from that, what he got was a string of uncaring and insensitive word from someone he love; someone he thought that was worth working hard for.
Just a simple question I always asked myself.
Did I ever make them happy?
It seems like the opposite.
I always imagine myself in their shoes and face heart-breaking moments like this.
(just like times when I say "please spear a thought for him." But you never answered me. And those were the times I felt really upset. )
But whenever I do that, I heart just ache. It aches so much that I just tear uncontrollably.
I may not be the best brother or the best person to tell you this.
But I really hope.............
I am not here to add on to what he has said.
You know.. No matter how over boarded you are;
no matter how bad your attitude was, he never shows but he feels.
He burst tonight.
I think what you done was really hurting. Honestly.
Perhaps, you were not conscious enough to realize it.
I do not condemn you for that yet I hope you won't make the same mistake again.
Reflect on those uncaring words.
He worked hard; he slogged his Saturdays and Sundays away.
For who? For what?
For us.
But what in return was to see people staying up late on the computer, not doing something beneficial nor meaningful but purely a waste of it. Apart from that, what he got was a string of uncaring and insensitive word from someone he love; someone he thought that was worth working hard for.
Just a simple question I always asked myself.
Did I ever make them happy?
It seems like the opposite.
I always imagine myself in their shoes and face heart-breaking moments like this.
(just like times when I say "please spear a thought for him." But you never answered me. And those were the times I felt really upset. )
But whenever I do that, I heart just ache. It aches so much that I just tear uncontrollably.
I may not be the best brother or the best person to tell you this.
But I really hope.............
what we could have been, 1:46 上午.
